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  • Finding Love and Resilience in Parenthood

    Most of my younger days were spent with a joint in my fingers, the teenage angst pushing through into my 20’s and 30’s. Married at 26, failed by 37, I stumbled through life with anger and a self-righteous attitude, thinking the world was wrong and I had the answers. Foolishly following the disastrous path of…

  • Finding Truth: A Journey Within

    How does one find the truth within? With action or deed, through wisdom or thought? Maybe it will come in the night, a dream unseen in the light of wakefulness, beckoning us to explore its mysteries. A flash of brilliance from the mind of one untested, a hope of what’s to come, illuminating paths previously…

  • Living a Life of Purpose: Reflections on Our Journey

    The religious dogma tells us we should live a life of holiness and truth, ensconced in the doctrine of religious furor that leads to everlasting life in the grace of God. However, the reality of our existence reveals a contrasting narrative, as we human beings often fall short of the needed results that will bring…

  • The Answer To A Prayer

    I’ve been a truck driver for many many years now, delivering all the goods that we use on a daily basis. In fact, I’m on interstate 10 right now in Phoenix, Arizona on my way to California. It’s 4:40 in the morning here, but my heart resides at 4:40 PM in the Philippines. I sacrifice…

  • Rediscovering Happiness in Simplicity

    It’s funny how some things make us perceive life a certain way, and then something happens and you can turn 180 degrees and start down another path at the drop of a hat. Is that indecisiveness or just grasping at straws? Is it a desperate change with the hope of some mysterious ending that will…

  • Overcoming Life’s Dramas: Embracing True Connection

    There’s no doubt I’m tired of my life. Tired of the static placement in society that I am a part of, drained by the monotonous cycles that seem to govern daily existence. I find myself growing weary of the stupid and never-ending drama that envelops a large portion of the people in this country—drama that…

  • Into the Mystic: Discovering Beauty Beyond Societal Bonds

    The mystic for me is not something you can place your hand upon; it’s more like a ghostly apparition concealed within the early morning mist, ethereal and elusive. If you look closely, you can just make out the bridge that leads me there, a fragile pathway engulfed by the overwhelming fog of daily life, where…

  • Finding Redemption: A Journey Through Family and Addiction

    The road I’m on started to take shape many years ago when I was a young man. I grew up in a time when the country was recovering from a deep recession, and most people’s spirits were high. And so was I. High on thinking I could do anything I wanted, high on how easy…

  • Building a Legacy: Reflections on Life and Family

    We go through life without clear guidance on whom to trust or which choices will lead to good outcomes. However, if you keep moving forward, things often work out as if they were meant to happen. I don’t believe in fate, but it’s interesting to look back and see patterns in my life. For example,…